Ok, so lets see, since my last post, I have found someone really special to me (nothing serious), he treats me well and is nice to me, we have a wonderful time together, he makes me laugh, smile, and if Im sad he cheers me up. He's a lot of fun to be around, and he's got the cutest dog in the world! (ps I love her!) 
Ange and Ryan have been living at my house now for about 3 weeks, Ange is awesome! (LUVZ MY WIFE!) lol how ever ryan is still the same ryan that lived with the the first time around! Hes lazy, makes huge messes, never cleans up after himself, pretty much expects me to do everything for him... YET AGAIN! hes apparently been working on getting a room somewhere else, but ill believe it when I see it kinda deal... He is driving me bonkers, its like having someone attached to my hip who expects me to clean up after him, pay for everything, do his laundry, cart him around, drive him where ever he wants to go... its freeken rediculous! Im so sick of it. I ended up having to go and hang out at a friends house all weekend just to regain even the littlest bit of sanity... been here for 4 days and i feel better, but somehow I know that this feeling will be gone when ever I go home :( I wish I could just leave in the truck with my friend lol and come back when Ryan is gone! lol but allas that probably isint a realistic option... (Damn) 
So back to this awesome person:P we have decided that were going to go to the Furgus Highland games, we got weekend passes, its gunna be a blast, Im really stoked to go! I also went fishing with him and caught like 8 fish and released 3 my self with no help:) (im so proud of me) I also get to go up north this yr and do some fun stuff with him :) (also compleetly excited!)  
Ok ok I guess I should get going lol do something productive and all that jazz! :P


First day back!
 Ok, so today was the first day back after christmas holiday, I only have one class on Mondays that makes me happy! However I forgot that theres no point to going to any classes really for the first week its all this is what this class is, this is what you should learn... bla bla bla... BORING!!! especially when you have to get up early to here it... Any way, I also went to find out if I could get an external credit for one of the classes that I need, the lady said there is a good chance that I should be able to get it. I really really hope that I can get it or Ill be taking it in the summer it would be such a waste:P but I mean you gotta do what you gotta do right... So I have to wait for 10 business days to find out if it goes through. I didnt realize how much I missed school because I had been at home for so long, I know that In a couple weeks Im going to wish I was off again but u know what Im so close to the end, that I can see it. I am happy that Im going to have finished it and Ill have something to show for it, and never have to have a crappy job again (hopefully) I want to get a good job and move out and have a good time. I know Steve feels the same way:P Im feeling happy today and its wonderful, had a great night last night thanks to a drunk Steve, Ange, and Joe... they were freeken funny! Singing out loud to all the songs at WInks, Talking newfie... Ange and Joe being super drunk = wonderful fun!! Any how just wanted to share my happy feeling:P:>

 Ok, here it goes. This is about my little sister and I and the way that were treated differently... Please don't get me wrong I love my Little sister and my family more then my own life... Im just feeling a little um depressed I guess is the word for it... 
Ok, so My sister does nothing but go to school and watch tv... and occationally if she is forced to she will go to dance... I am up and at school, I come home for dinner (sometimes) then Im back out doing other things weather it be going to the mall, the gym, archery, hanging out with friends, etc... Yet somehow IM THE LAZY ONE?!?!?!?!? Im really not sure how that works... Also I walked my ass to Beal and back every day when I went there but she gets a ride there in the Am and back after lunch and then a ride home??? I walk my ass to the bus stop in freezing cold damn weather every freeken day to go to school for something that I didn't really get to choose... don't get me wrong I do like what Im at school for but its not what I wanted to go to school for... any way... and yet still im the lazy one... 
The basement is basically my apartment, its got all my stuff in it, everything down here is mine or Steve's, but for some reason Marnie thinks that its ok for her to come down here when ever she wants and take it over no matter what Im doing, if Im sitting here on my computer or if Im doing something else, its like too bad Lindsey Im the princess so shut it, and if I complain then my mom will stick up for her, eventually my mom will ask my sister to leave me alone but if Marn says no then too bad for me. 
I am always being told that I don't clean up enough, well you know what I clean all the damn time ALL THE TIME, you know what my sister makes messes all over the freeken place, and she never cleans them up and Im usually the one who does, she leaves messes every where, and Im the one in trouble... BLA  
My sister is taking a year off school next yr, I don't think that she's going to do anything, she said she wants a job, but my parents aren't bugging her to get one, when I took a yr off I got told I better have a job... So I got one, Ive had lots of jobs kuz Ive been told that I had to get one... My sister not one, ever... 
My sister is treated like a princess all the time and I feel like its not fare, yea she's depressed, I know that, but you know what just because you cant see that I am, doesn't mean that Im not... and even if I wasn't it doesn't give you the right to treat me different... 
Granted I cant say that everything is bad, my parents are being nice enough to pay for my car well i'm in school which I am very thankful for and if I need a book or something from school they will give it to me, but I hate asking for money from them because I know its tight... I love my family more then my own life and Im sorry to them for what I seem to put them through... 
I miss living on my own because the stress of everything wasn't there all the time... I hope to move out sooner then later, hopefully when Im done school ill be able to get the job I want from it, and move out so Im not such a burden on them...


When I grow up...
 Ok, so I really haven't updated in for ever! Steve and I are past our three year mark YEAY US, everything seems to be going well, there are always ups and downs (mostly contributed by me but what can u do) School is almost done for ever (now thats a scary thought) Ill have to get a real job:P I got a new car after killing my old one. Im completely in love with Steve lol Its a new year so maybe some great things will happen for us, wouldn't that be great! Living at my parents house is proving be be a little bit more stressful then I remember it being before... But Steve and I got lucky when they let us move in on shot notice because where we were living "fell through" that was a dumb situation that I never want to go through again so ive decided that the next time I move out it will be on my own with Steve of corse. I cant wait till I am making enough money that Steve and I can get out of debt and on our feet. I want to be able to have kids and not worry about every penny, and I want my own house! 
Lets see what else, oh Ive gotten sick of The Wreck'd its just a place for all the drama of London to come out... I love the music and I love Steve but I just cant handle some of the other people there. Its so odd, I used to love it and now its like I have to go there again, why?!? (sometimes I do want to go tho) I miss hanging out with Steve behind the DJ booth but its always so packed with people who need "someone to talk to"  I guess Im just tired of dealing with everyone else's problems oh maybe Im just getting sick of people... I get tired of having no time to deal with my own stuff because someone else I know decides that what ever is going on in there life is more important then what Is going on in mine... I got a gym membership and ive hardly used it, Im afraid of failing. Too bad I haven't even tried... I wish I could do it on my own, but it feels lonely and for what ever reason Im lazy and I hate that about myself. I miss the old me who was active, and liked being around people no matter who they were or how annoying they were... Im glad that Steve and I are still together, my mom said hes the only person who can put up with me long enough to calm me down when Im upset, and the only one who will put up with my constant mood swings aside from my family and still love me. I think that its true... sorry Steve I know Im a crazy B!t(h but Im glad you still love me. 
My new years resolution this year is to be happy. I know that seems kinda odd, but its what I need, Im sure Steve would like it too:P I want to loose weight and be pretty and eat right and all that other crap but I think that the first thing I need to work on is being happy! 
So I guess thats all I have to say for now, but hopefully Ill remember to wright in here more often... 

Stories of the Past!

Some of Angelas and my favroite or not so faverote drinkings memories from psycos to well to put it bluntly more psycos...

On our first drinking night every togeater The first stop we made was at GT's it was dead due to the fact that it was Thanksgiving... How ever we were still out, we were sitting at a table drinking our beers and having a smoke when along came these guys... they asked us if we had a lighter and Angela gave me her lighter so I went over and I started to talk with them I called Ange over to sit with them and she sat down next to one of them and they started yelling over to some guy at the bar that Ange was in love with him, so Ange quickly moved to stand up. Then they said they'd buy us a drink if we would give them head and we politley declined... kinda... politley... I said I was a dominatrix and I ate little boys like them for breakfeast... then the lookes on there faces were price in that time Ange and I chuged our beers and left GTs. Then we went to the spot light got ourselves some beer. Well we were ordering this guy who looked like penguin from batman came up and started dancing with me, he bought us some beer, then I was dancing on the dance floor and he came up and started humping my but... then he bought us more beer but I thought that he put something in mine so I said to Ange dump it out and make it look like she spilled it by accident... However it didnt really look like that she tiped it upside down and then said oupsi in this cute little I didnt mean to do that voice... Then we went to the bathroom to try to figure out how to get red of this guy and he fallowed us to the batroom.... So we said we had to leave and meet a friend...he chased us down the street and made us go back to the bar... Then we said we were lait meeting a friend and had to go... We turned around and he was following us so we went to 181 and told the bouncer not to let him in... that was pritty much the end of that night.

Another night was when my cousin came down from the US.... Ange and I picked up some booze then we decided to get my cousin drunk... this porved to be a very intresting night... We had rasbery sourpuss and my cousin kept calling it sour poos because of his american accent... it was funny as hell so we kept drinking and drinking and we were all very drunk, So I tried to get my cousin to do a cartwheel, when Im drunk I have a good sence of balance, so I did a cartwheel and my cousin attempted one he got up on to his hands and did this half face plan half summersault... then we went to 711 and almost had the cops called on us because my cousin was falling into things looking for this stuff called funonions??? I dono how its spelt... Ange and I didnt know what they were so we got candy and I was picking them out one by one.... then my sister told us we had to go because we were getting in trouble... When we got back to my house, my cousin was screeming into his phone that he had to call his (N word...) and Ange and I were like you cant say that its rude and disrespectfull and he was like ok fine Im going to call my B!!CHES and we told him wed slap him silly if he refered to wiman like that again... Then my cousin desided he wanted to climb the poarch up to my parents bedroom window but he nver made it but did sucessfully break my concreet poarch. Dont ask us how Ange and I couldnt figure it out eather... but being drunk Ange and I thought we should try to fix it with ductape and glue... Needless to say it didnt work out to well. That concludes my cousins drinking story with Ange and I.

Tequila night:S 

Some how we ended up at Decent (witch is no longer open) Doing tequila shots I kept taking them off peoples fingers so we kept geting more for free... They gave us sour keys for after the shots... It was yummy, I some how lost my galsses and some nice perosn brought them back to me... Broken as hell but I had them back. I also apparently was making out with this guy all night and he tried to take me home but I dont remember this night at all so I cant really say to much about that one. How ever Ange saved my butt but telling the guy off and saying I was going home with her. Then we left every five stpes I had to sit down becuse I couldnt move I was so drunk, we made it half a block not even to the bank where I tried to go to sleep on a bank mashine and got yelled at by an old man who didnt think that this was an adiquit place for me to sleep. So we left the bank and tried to go about half a block to catch a cab but I never made it that far due to my sitting down every five steps some guys in a car stoped to make sure I was ok and then drove away... Ange had to get a cab for us and her and the cab driver had to some how get me into the cab to get home... Apparently I was showing him tampons and saying OHHH Look I have tampons... (please keep in minde I was very drunk) Then the cab droped Ange off first and she fell out of the cab on to the middle of the street. The cab took me to joes house and the poor cab driver had to carry me to the door where Joes brother took over carying me and took me to the bathroom because apparently they thought I was going to vomit... (which I might add I never did that night) Then Joes mom needed to use the bathroom and so Joe had to pick me up and movie me well he let goe of me for like 2 seconds apparently it was like up one sec down on the floor the next. (I had no legs:S) Then I draged my self to the stares and went head first down them. I crawled onto the couch and Ange had been calling my cellphone to make sure I got home ok and Robbie was nice eneough to tell her that I was there. (thankyou) I apparently told Robbie over and over again to tell me in the morning that Tequila was bad and to never ever drink it again... I have absolutly no recgintion of this night or day this has been pieced togeather from what Angela and Joe and Toney and Robbie told me.... (THANKS EVERYONE) 

Ange And I

Angela & Lindsey April 8/9 '05 We went to the band, and there was a guy with tattoo's, Lindsey said to him she liked them. So then he invited us for drinks at "Scot's Corner'. He asked us how old we thought he was. Angela said 26, and Lindsey said 32. We were borth wrong, he was 37. He He He... so then we went to "Spotlight"... lindsey started to dance at the bar to a song, and this guy named Daniel started to dance with her. The he bought her a drink, and then... another... then he danced with us and tried to grab our bums!!! And then he started making out with Angela... EW!! he said to Angela, "so you think I'm hot?" then we went to the bathroom to discuss it and "Dave" messaged Lindsey saying he was sorry "WTFE!" And then Angela reapplied her lipgloss, we went back out and he tried to makeout with Angela again... "He stole my lipgloss right off my lips!!" she screamed, EW!! and he wanted to have a threesome... "Not with HIM!". So then we made an excuse to meet Angela's "cousin Josh" kuz we were 30 minutes late... "ya right!". So we left... then there was this hot guy on the corner of Richmond & York, first he hugged Lindsey and wouldn't let go... then he wanted to make a "circle" so he grabbed Angela and apparently we had a circle... then his friends took photo's of us with him. Angela played with his nipple and him and Lindsey did a "boob shot" then he asked Ange and Lindsey to fuck him kuz we were hot! Lindsey stole his hat and he wouldn't let us go kuz he wanted to fuck us!! then we let him down easy and went on our way to "Call The Office" the really hot bouncer let us in but there was nobody there then we were leaving and he said Angela's cousin was "HOT!!" But really the bouncer was hot. Then we went to GT's and had a nonsence conversation, Lindsey said "Drump" He He He (instead of jump) then we left there and we were on the way to "Prince Alberts Diner" and some 70 year old man said Lindsey smelled like roses and proceded to sniff her. He asked if she was single and she said no I'm with that guy (points to random guy) Then the old guy said she was sexy and that he was single but don't tell his wife. We quickly left that area... then Lindsey gave some random guys hugs and Angela gave her cousins boyfriend "hand love" then we went to "Prince Al's" go poutine, we were waiting for our cab and some guy smacked Lindsey's ass by... now we're home writing this cronicle of events about our evening out. 



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