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Rant...
lindseymegan
 Ok, here it goes. This is about my little sister and I and the way that were treated differently... Please don't get me wrong I love my Little sister and my family more then my own life... Im just feeling a little um depressed I guess is the word for it... 
Ok, so My sister does nothing but go to school and watch tv... and occationally if she is forced to she will go to dance... I am up and at school, I come home for dinner (sometimes) then Im back out doing other things weather it be going to the mall, the gym, archery, hanging out with friends, etc... Yet somehow IM THE LAZY ONE?!?!?!?!? Im really not sure how that works... Also I walked my ass to Beal and back every day when I went there but she gets a ride there in the Am and back after lunch and then a ride home??? I walk my ass to the bus stop in freezing cold damn weather every freeken day to go to school for something that I didn't really get to choose... don't get me wrong I do like what Im at school for but its not what I wanted to go to school for... any way... and yet still im the lazy one... 
The basement is basically my apartment, its got all my stuff in it, everything down here is mine or Steve's, but for some reason Marnie thinks that its ok for her to come down here when ever she wants and take it over no matter what Im doing, if Im sitting here on my computer or if Im doing something else, its like too bad Lindsey Im the princess so shut it, and if I complain then my mom will stick up for her, eventually my mom will ask my sister to leave me alone but if Marn says no then too bad for me. 
I am always being told that I don't clean up enough, well you know what I clean all the damn time ALL THE TIME, you know what my sister makes messes all over the freeken place, and she never cleans them up and Im usually the one who does, she leaves messes every where, and Im the one in trouble... BLA  
My sister is taking a year off school next yr, I don't think that she's going to do anything, she said she wants a job, but my parents aren't bugging her to get one, when I took a yr off I got told I better have a job... So I got one, Ive had lots of jobs kuz Ive been told that I had to get one... My sister not one, ever... 
My sister is treated like a princess all the time and I feel like its not fare, yea she's depressed, I know that, but you know what just because you cant see that I am, doesn't mean that Im not... and even if I wasn't it doesn't give you the right to treat me different... 
Granted I cant say that everything is bad, my parents are being nice enough to pay for my car well i'm in school which I am very thankful for and if I need a book or something from school they will give it to me, but I hate asking for money from them because I know its tight... I love my family more then my own life and Im sorry to them for what I seem to put them through... 
I miss living on my own because the stress of everything wasn't there all the time... I hope to move out sooner then later, hopefully when Im done school ill be able to get the job I want from it, and move out so Im not such a burden on them...

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